I want to die….

8 02 2010

So my science group leader emailed each of us and asked if we would carpool. I responded that I would be there.

I was outside for about 25 minutes and realaized, they left without me. By the time I got on my laptop and was trying to get the directions, it was too late. I would have to drive there which takes about 10 minutes and try find them about another 5 – 10 minutes….. I feel more alone now…..





Journal blog

4 02 2010

Okay, so I haven’t done a journal entry in quite a while because of my after effects of my surgery. I keep getting headaches and my left eye (the surgery one) isn’t focused anymore. Its part of the healing process, I guess.

I’m getting better though.

This past week -

My professor was so awesome on my paper!!! Every single person’s paper, he typed out comments!!! I loved that because I could read what was said!!! *dances around* He also left actual comments!!!! That was even better. He loved how I was so passionate about my work on fanfiction and the Anime communities. I’m so giddy all over!! I got a 90% because I could do further into the paper. I don’t mind! XD *dances more*

So this next paper I just handed in through email because I didn’t go to school (due to the headaches made me so sick), I added Godzilla and Jurassic Park in it. I know I can do it with professor because he likes how far out I go. *dances more*

My younger cousin who stays here about 1 to 3 days a week, depending on the week, is a little brat!!! All she does is watch tv and has to be entertained. I want to hit her everytime…but I don’t. She won’t eat any food we make. She doesn’t like it before she’s even tried it. She eats in the living room where my mom doesn’t want her too until she’s learned to be a polite child and not a brat. So now I will be out in the living room in the morning so she doesn’t watch tv and eat otu here as well as night. It sucks but I’m tired of her being disrespectful. Also, I want her to stop acting like the world revolves around her. I know I’m a b**ch.

I’m planning on doing a weekly blog. Hopefully I’ll be able to do it.

Love you all and hope you have a pleasant week!





Geeky soccer fan – Dr. Hathor

25 01 2010

So tomorrow is the day I’ve been dreading and I’m ready…I think.

All my friends and family are wishing me the best of luck for my surgery.  Dr. Hathor, aka Toxic Hathor, wrote me a little ‘wish you luck’ blog a few minutes ago that has me chocked up.  Now I return the favor.

I LOVE YOU HATHOR





Coolest Teacher Ever!!!

20 01 2010

So after last semester with that ******* of a professor, I was hesitant with my professors for this quarter.

However, my first teacher of the day showed my Gundam Wing video!!! The class is about how technology is part of our everyday life and that are we perhaps pushing technology further than what we should. I gave him a link to a speech done by Heero Yuy in my favorite anime Gundam Wing. It talked about how technology was only making history repeat itself and such. I told him he didn’t have to show it and he showed it after talking for an hour and said this clip/link was exactly what I was talking about and he couldn’t have found a better clip!!!

Heero Yuy’s Speech Episode 20

I love that professor so much now!!! He is so awesome!!! I meant to put this up last week but forgot…how I could forget such a glorious event is beyond me!!!





HATHOR YOU ROCK!!

19 01 2010

Toxic Hathor

I was writing a technological autobiography about where technology and I am at in my life and I wanted to center around books and writing.  I was talking to Hathor as I did write it and asked if she could be in it and she let me!  I love her more!!!  She than read my paper and put an exerpt on her Lithium





First Day of Winter Quarter

4 01 2010

Today is the first day of classes for the Winter quarter.  I hope this quarter ends much better than my last quarter.  I’m going in with my head high and doubt on my shoulders.   I’m excited but yet scared due to my last quarter.

Today is also the day I have to see that ******* of a professor that I hate.  I’m grabbing my portfolio from him and then we will go from there.   Wish me luck……!

So far my resolutions are doing fine.  For this first week of the year and school beginning at the same time, my resolutions won’t be held as tightly because I need to get through it.  They are holding up so far!!  *dances around*

I also plan on doing several one-shot stories!!  Including one steamy night of Sesshomaru x OC.  I had this story in my head this morning while driving to school at 5:30 a.m. and listening to “Boom Boom” by Engima.  By the way, that is one awesome song!  Listen to it.

Not sure what else….Oh yeah!  I plan to update my journal entries at least 3x a week.  Whether with entries or with video recommendations.  Not sure but I plan too!





Happy New Year

1 01 2010

I wish you all a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!  I hoep you all are able to keep your goals or try too!!

My goals!:

1.  NO POP
2.  No fast food
3.  Homework done early!
4.  Save money!
5.  Excercise 5 times a week!





Christmas Wedding

26 12 2009
Christmas Wedding

It was Christmas Eve in Tokyo Japan. It was softly snowing. The setting is behind a mansion that larger than the palace in India.

A man with gray streaks in his brownish hair sat in a pool chair looking at the candle floating flowers. He was lost to the world. His tie was undone but still around him and his first two buttons of his pressed tuxedo shirt were undone. Despite wearing an expensive tuxedo, he felt like he was at the end of the world.

A slim figure wearing a cream white colored Chinese dress came up the stairs and stood in front of him. The Chinese dress went down to the ankles where flat shoes were worn and the slits went up to the lower thighs. The figure smiled and lifted an arm that wore a transparent sleeve and cupped chin. “Seto?”

The man looked up.

“Are you okay Seto?”

He put his face into the figures stomach and held the figure close. “Yes. Yes I am Yami.”

Yami smiled and caressed Seto’s smooth hair.

“The wedding was beautiful.”

“Yes it was.” Seto said, but refused to move his face from Yami’s body.

“You knew this was coming.”

“I know.”

“26 years. I can’t believe it.”

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**FLASHBACK**

Yami was panting as he lay on the bed. Seto was late!

When Yami was about to continue Seto came running in. “Yami! I’m here!” He took Yami’s hand as Yami began to move.

A wail was heard.

Yami and Seto smiled when they doctor hand the baby girl to her mother. Tears filled Yami’s eyes when he watched her open her eyes.

“She’s gorgeous Yami.” Seto said as he pressed a kiss to his forehead. She had brown hair with blonde and red streaks while her eyes had things of crimson and blue mixed.

Later when Yami and the baby were cleaned, Seto came into the room with a set of twin 8-year-old boys.

“Mom?” They both asked as Seto helped them sit on the bed looking at the small bundle in Yami’s arms.

“Hi Diagon.” Yami smiled at the boy who had brown and black hair with blue eyes. He stayed silent, much like his father.

“Ashen.” He was smaller than Daigon and had bright red eyes with brown hair. He was more of his mother’s son.

“Hi honey.” Yami smiled as Seto kissed him and stood by his family

“Boys. I want you to meet your new sister Rose.”

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**END FLASHBACK**

“Yami where have the years gone bye?”

“With memories.” Yami said smiling.

“My baby girl is gone.” Seto said as he held Yami closer. He started to cry. It wasn’t often Seto broke down but every time he did, Yami was right there.

“We raised her well. She’s your baby but she’s with her husband that your sons beat to make sure he wouldn’t mistreat her.”

Seto chuckled.

“Yes, you chuckle but should I remind you of all the times she got hurt.”

“No.” He felt his heart break whenever Rose fell down or scraped her knee. For being the most powerful man on the planet, he felt utterly helpless when she got hurt.

“She’s proud of you Seto.”

“I failed. As a father I failed.”

“Never.”

Seto turned and saw his daughter in her long wedding dress. Her hair was pulled back, showing her perfect genetics she recieved from her mother. Her eyes shone brightly as her smiled as he looked at her parents.

“You could never fail Daddy.” She walked down the stairs as her husband, Kane, stood smiling. When she stood in front of her father, Yami moved away. Like she did when she was child, she moved to sit on his lap. “Daddy.”

He held her tight.

“I’m proud of you, daddy.”

“I’m proud of you honey.” Rose kissed her father’s cheek. “Now go dance with mom. He called Kane and asked him to turn our plane around.”

Seto looked at Kane. “I guess I allowed you to marry a good man.”

“Yep. Now we have to go.” Seto helped her up and kissed her forehead. He then watched Kane take Rose’s hand and the two walked away.

“I really married my perfect match.” He said and turned around to his husband of 36 years smiling at him. “That dress is perfect for you. Beyond perfect. But for the goddess of my life only.”

The dress had the Blue Eyes White Dragon and Dark Magician on the back all the way up and down it. When Seto took Yami’s hands, they started dancing under the moonlight. Strangely there were no clouds but it was snowing.

“I love you my Dragon.”

“I love you my Goddess.”





“Leann Rimes Right kind of Wrong Code Geass Shirley tribute”

14 12 2009

“Leann Rimes Right kind of Wrong Code Geass Shirley tribute”

Artist: Leann Rimes

Song: You’re the Right Kind of Wrong

Anime: Code Geass

Video Maker: CodeRosario

Don’t you blame me or the creator for this awesome video! May contain spoilers for the anime!

(Stupid link won’t work any other way) You’ll have to put the title “Leann Rimes Right kind of Wrong Code Geass Shirley tribute” in the YouTube search. It won’t work as a link.

Review: Alright, so I’m not a fan of Lelouch x Shirley….okay, maybe I am…not sure. I’m more of Lelouch x Suzaku….that is not the point!

This is a video that has myself jumping into the air and so agreeing with it. If you ahve ever seen Code Geass, you would so know this relationship matches the song so badly. The timing and clips the creator used was awesome!!

I love this video! Recommend this video!!!! Girl power!! I give it a 5/5 stars!! Way to go!





Disney – You Don’t Own Me review

21 11 2009

I love the movie “First Wives Club” and tried to find an anime to match its song “You Don’t Own Me” but really didn’t find one I liked with this song. Than I found Disney ladies, doing it and I loved it!! They match this song perfectly!!!

 

“You Don’t Own Me”

Artist: Diane Keaton, Bette Midler, Goldie Hawn

Song: You Don’t Own Me

Anime: Disney

Video Maker: Gemm91

Don’t you blame me or the creator for this awesome video! May contain spoilers for the anime! You Don’t Own Me

Review: This video rocked!!! At first, I thought it was going to be like all the other Disney videos: princess and prince….but NO!!! It was average girls against men who wanted to control them!!! I loved it!!! It had a power to match the movie, which this song came from “First Wives Club”

Recommend this video!!!!

Girl power!! I give it a 5/5 stars!! Way to go!